From the recording Apologia-1986
This song is a take on the idea of wanting to be a part of something, but also being unsure if that being will in any way give you what you're looking for, that it's all rabbit-holes. As with most of the songs on this album, it started as a drum track, followed by the guitar tracks, one right, one left playing off each other. It did produce one of my favorite solos.
Please see the lyrics page.